Sunday, September 26, 2010

While I Lie in bed with this 8-10" Rubber Cock in my Cunt:



I have to stop playing with Tina, or at least find out if I'm capable of enjoying it without her. Whenever I am somewhere and she sees me, I become a totally impulsive, desperate, out-of-control unashamed, determined slut. My pussy throbs with hunger, I feel empty and call out to the world for any man willing to let me suck and ride and stroke, circuitously until he's spent and I just want even more. A couple men, a group! I imagine and try to find the necessary meat to allow me to have two black men inside my cunt, sitting with them on the ground, stroking and sucking the 3 others standing around, just screaming Fuck, ooooh, yeah! Split my pussy ass in half, mmmm.... panting and moaning and whining when I get stabbed deep enough like a thoroughly well-stuck bitch. You see... A lot of imagination and lust are within me, but I need someone to force me into it.


Just bite the bullet and find someone who will wax, dress, teach me make-up and how to walk and talk and be sexy and sweet and cute, and when it comes to it, how to love, please, and be owned by a superior Man and obey every command he issues with gracious subservience. I have to know if I'm the type of person who wants to take care of a household and be ready to bend over or kneel down to get a hot, fresh dose of his cum at any time, day or night, whether I'm asleep or on the toilet, in the garden or on the table right as I'm setting it for breakfast, already lubed from when I woke up with his cock sliding in me, with a gasp and a grunt and not a second to gather my thoughts before he's pushing deep and shooting a wake-up load into my confused ass, pulling out and leaving me to get up and get dressed for the day. Can I be turned into the sort of sissy cunt that prides herself on performing the function of friendly, sexy, sweet, flirty maid as well as the very giving, but definitely doing plent of taking, eager to please slut?

Perhaps with the experienced guidance of a strong, good-natured, Master/Mistress I could be shown that I am capable of complete self-debasement and just be a silly little cock-happy nympho and be content with the feelings of fullness and desirability, lust, fun. I could ask to be allowed to make money for sexy new clothes and shoes and surprise him with a lovely homecumming on some days, just doing chores, giggling at his jokes, and taking pride every time his eyes fix on my tits or my ass or my legs, or the blue-panties with the cock-slit under my micro-mini barely covering them to his friends home, as a party gift, to be ready on a bed in full view of all, for satisfying the desires of strange men who cum on my face and tell me I have beautiful tits, while I hold them together around their spurting dicks and catch half his seed up my nose and all up under my chin...... A pretty repetitive life to live in perpetuity.

I think that's why I'd be down to take a weekend of every month, occasionally a week to make a trip to the home of some generous and wonderful Man or Woman who will teach me to wax as soon as I arrive, dress and prepare myself properly to present myself before him/her or their guests. And learn all about being a dedicated, obedient, sexual expert for the pleasure and service whomever it is takes the time to really turn me into a hot, very passable, part-time sissy pet who does chores, giggles and makes sexy poses and cute sounds, and is even so far away from her man-mind she left at home, takes to being an enthusiastic cum-guzzling, cock-adoring bimbo who has actually started to orgasm and squirt her sissy cum all over, by being fucked deep and hard like a real pussy, no need to touch the pathetic excuse for a penis she tucks between her legs and hides away, taking pride instead in a round ass she loves to show off around the house, hoping to feel a surprising louad smack, so she can squeak with joy feeling like a sexy, cock-tease and keep demand for hungry cunny up. I want to be this girl, occasionally, I think.

Sometimes I wish it were an easy thing for me to just drop my life and pick up a new one with a set of tits and the responsibility of flaunting them for a man who paid to give me hormones and breasts and a totally sissy slut wardrobe to wear for him. Or hoping I could be kidnapped and chained up and humiliated and harassed and jerked off on until I did as told and begged on my knees with full conviction to please let me be your Housemaid and Cock-draining girlfriend, I want more than anything to be put in panties and slutty dresses and skirts, I'll take hormones, get fake tits, anything you tell me to do. I want you to own my ass and use me ass you see fit to suck or get fucked anywhere, by anyone, however, whenever, and wherever you tell me to, without hesitation. And then find myself -- having been fully waxed, groomed, and dressed -- and led to my captor's bed, to wait for my new Master, with a small vibrating plug in my virgin hole, ass up and open, with my face down. Squirming and rocking back and forth, eyes close hard shut in pleasure when I find that I'm suddenly no longer buzzing in my tummy and that a slick, warm finger is instead beginning to prod the depths of my hole, and I am told in a gentle voice how my life is going to be full of pleasure... suddenly making me feel comfortable with the arrangement as he worked a second finger in and says that I will especially enjoy getting to be his wine bottle holder at parties.... my stretching pussy tensed, what?! I'm going to have you attached to the top of a table on your back with your legs fixed in place so that you can be tipped forward with a wine bottle sticking out of your pretty little cunt to serve the guests drinks. And as your mouth will be perfectly positioned, they'll be able to give you plenty of something to drink as well. I'm sure you'll be begging for more all night, with such a big fat whine bottle making you feel so full and hungry for warm cock. Then when the wine runs out, you can take in twice as much, and get to feel all that hot, gooey cream in your slick cunt.




No choice there, just pure manhood crushing goodness.
Why can't I get some of that?